Kelly Osbourne Confesses She Wanted To Die Before Weight Loss
Kelly Osbourne recently revealed that, she had considered killing herself when she was fat. But, she eventually managed to motivate herself to get out of her “little bubble of self-medicating” and lost a whooping 50 lbs and this luckily happened, before her negative thoughts got the better of her. “If you look at pictures of me [before the weight loss] – how unhappy I really was. You can see it in my eyes”. Well, it surely must not have been easy being fat, especially when you are under the constant glare of flashlights and are photographed all the time.
Her being a part of the entertainment industry and looking at slender beautiful women all the time, must have surely taken a toll on her self esteem when she was fat. The good thing is she managed to channelize her insecurities in the right direction and eventually lost weight, instead of going down the wrong path and trying to hurt or kill herself in frustration. “I didn’t want to change because I had cocooned myself into this little bubble of self-medicating and numbing myself. And I can’t lie, I thought, ‘If I just take a couple more of these I won’t wake up tomorrow morning, it’ll all be done, who cares?” Kelly is further quoted as saying.
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One has to commend her for turning back at the right time, after standing right at the precipice all ready to take a plunge into the abyss. Kelly basically realized that she was headed for self destruction and decided to opt for help at the right time. “I woke up the next day and was like, ‘You actually thought that about yourself – you need to sort that’, and I told my mum and that day I was in rehab… I didn’t think I’d make it to 28″ she is quoted as saying, regarding the day that changed it all. Kelly has described her rehabilitation as an “insane…journey”.
“A lot of it has sucked but I’m telling you hard work has paid off. I had to learn to love myself and once I kind of got there – because every woman has a problem with something with themselves – I started to realize I should look after myself a little bit better. One pound started to drop and then five pounds and I was like, ‘Wow this is addictive’. I never thought I’d be the girl who gets up every day and goes to the gym” Kelly said describing her journey to good health. As they say; success is how high you can bounce when you hit the bottom. Kelly hit her bottom and seems to have truly and successfully bounced back.
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